Check out my livejournal for my inner thoughts

I think i'm going to stop writing lengthy things in this blog. I want to keep it simple and uncomplicated but I still like to write every now and then, so if you want to read you can checkout my Livejoural for all my silly rants.


Here's Cameron working his magic. This was taken with the Leica that Bette let me try out.

I am also working on camerons Blog and websites.

He made a pipe for Prince's manager. I'll upload pics to his blog and then put a link on here you can check it out.

Friends

What is life without good friends to hang out with?

Rough Spots

life is not all bitterness.

Current State of Mind

I am tired. I am tired I am tired. I am tired. I am tired.

Sorry

Not like anyone ever looks at this blog, but I'm sorry for not posting anything. I haven't been feeling very creative lately.
I feel like the world is sucking all the life out of me.
I am an empty shell.
I'm sure all of you around me can tell that I am not all there. I swear it's not drugs. It's everything going on around me. I feel numb.
I can't react to anything with the appropriate emotion or enthusiasm.
It's mostly enthusiasm.

I feel like everything is slipping away.

Yesterday it was beautiful then I examined the sky and it was gloomy, but not a normal gloom. It looked produced. The matter in the sky was not normal overcast. I am breathing this stuff into my lungs and it's affecting me.

I think I might be going mad, and so are all the people close to me that I can identify with. I don't try to read to much into it, but this world is on the brink of some sort of untimely disaster.

Someday

Wrap me in your marrow
Stuff me in your bones
Sing a mending moan
A song to bring you home

If we had all our should of, would of, could of's, we'd rule the world.

This is one of the very few family portraits we ever took.

After all these years I can finally see what the destruction of this unit has done to my father and my little brother. My brother has become an unemotionally detached young man, and my father is a severely ill humble man with no one too look after him talk to him and keep him safe. 

Dad,

May you find solace in my love. When you leave this world I know you are not leaving me, you will be in my heart always. The most wondeful person I know, the reason I breathe, the reason I carry on.

Aplastic Anemia

My father has been diagnosed with Aplastic Anemia. Aplastic Anemia if you care to know.So it's such a rare desease that only 3 in 1 Million are diagnosed with it each year in the US.He's in the ICU in Cleveland Ohio and the treatments have given him an allergic reaction.Poor guy! I wish I was there.The Doctor said it was serious, and doctors never say that unless they mean it.

Morrison

Do you know freedom exists in a school book

Did you know madmen are running our prisions

With'in a jail

With'in a gaol

With'in a white free protestant maelstrom

We're perched headlong on the edge of boredom

We're reaching for death on the end of a candle

We're trying for something that's already found us